Insane and apparently stupid

So my devil may care dive into the next round of clomid was perhaps a bit shortsighted. When I talked to my doctor we discussed next cycle coming in on day 12 and doing an ultrasound and giving me a trigger shot if there was a follie. With the momentum of the swinging pendulum behind me I suggested that maybe we should try that THIS month. That I'd make an appointment and see her in a week and, and, and...

Something occured to me last night. My husband? Gone next week.

So not only does it not make sense to trigger on day 12, it didn't make sense to take clomid at all this month. I think he's back on day 15 so maybe we have a chance but unlikely.

I'll be so surprised when the clomid experiment fails. I'm such a moron.