Sunday, October 02, 2005

cry babies

The tears keep on coming at our household, only not from the baby. He's a mellow guy who rarely cries. When he does it is a few whimpers followed by one WAH! and that means I'm hungry.

The tears are from us, his sappy parents. We had several teary episodes in the hospital when we just couldn't believe how lucky we are that he's finally here. The day I left the hospital I was alone with the baby waiting for my husband to fetch the car. I started telling Spencer about how long we'd waited for him and how hard we'd worked for the exact moment we were about to experience. As I sobbed, huge tears practically drenched the poor boy. It is a moment and feeling I'll never forget.

And now he's home and he's perfect and we still can't believe our good fortune. I sometimes wonder if we knew how hard we'd have to work to get to baby if we'd have stayed on that path. Knowing the outcome, I'd say yes, but we've had a few very dark, hopeless years. So nice to weep because you are happy.

6 Comments:

Blogger Julie said...

I am so glad that you finally get these moments! I still look at my son and it feels surreal. Is he really MINE?? He's 18 months old, and there are still times I don't believe that he is ours. It's an amazing thing, isn't it?

7:30 PM, October 02, 2005  
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2:11 AM, October 05, 2005  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you for talking so honestly about your feelings and congratulations on reaching the end of the dark years.

2:12 AM, October 05, 2005  
Blogger Hostile in Ohio said...

That is beautiful, and I'm sooooo glad you've been able to cry for joy :-)

6:43 AM, October 05, 2005  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Tears of joy from me to you sister. Thanks for encouraging me today. I know I can do this, too!!!

9:33 PM, October 24, 2005  
Blogger Blair said...

It is a precious thing and I am so happy you could experience it.

8:10 AM, October 29, 2005  

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